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♥Friday, May 30, 2008

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes,
Tears stream down your face and I...

♥Thursday, May 29, 2008

Okay guys, I’ve changed my blog skinagain. I’m a type of person that easily get bored with stuff/person. I cannot see, watch, listen and do the same thing over and over again and it makes me easily feel bored. Anyway, why I choose this skin? Anyone who had viewed my previous entry, u guys will know why I choose this skin rite? It is because I am going on a vacation to Pulau Tioman with 7 Heavens on 13-15 June. So, I just wanna have a warm atmosphere to release myself to tioman.ummmmmmm..ummmmmm… hehehehe~ (so lame)

So, we already booked the chalet which is at Ayer Batang. Fyi, Ayer Batang is the only option for tourists/visitors to experience nightlife and atmosphere. You know what I mean, like bar and bistro. (okay..whatever~). Right after this, I probably will change my blog skin again after returning from Tioman. Hehehe!

Anyway, yesterday, I was chatting with my friend, Riz. He labeled me as an OCD. I was like. What? What the heck is that? Then, he explained to me a lil bit of it and I agreed with him. In fact, that is a part of who I am. Then, just now I was like so curious and wanted to know more detail about what OCD stands for

“…People with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) suffer intensely from recurrent unwanted thoughts (obsessions) or rituals (compulsions), which they feel they cannot control. Rituals, such as hand washing, counting, arranging, checking or cleaning, are often performed in hope of preventing obsessive thoughts or making them go away. However, performing these rituals provides only temporary relief and not performing them increases anxiety. Left untreated, obsessions and the need to perform rituals can take over a person's life. OCD is often a chronic, relapsing illness.” (Source: http://www.nmha.org/go/ocd)

Therefore, I need a medication.

Last but not least, I would like to wish Happy Birthday to my friend, Riz. Riz? Who's Riz? The End…

PS - Now I know, a vacation to Pulau Tioman is the treatment to my OCD problem. Huahuahua:))

Labels: OCD needs treatment.the treatment is pulau tioman. (part one)

♥Monday, May 26, 2008

“If you sent a message to someone you love but he/she never replies your message, and (actually) that message you sent was in a trash?” How do you feel?

And because of that silly faux pas, “someone” and I never talk/contact for 3 days. It is our first time for not being talk/contact more than 2 days or maybe for a week. I’m not feel vexation with this circumstance. We are like falling apart. If that going to happen to us, I have to allow it to happen and let “someone” goes because (maybe) my part in completing “someone’s” life is totally completed.

Back to my actual life, yesterday I went out with my good friends a.k.a 7 heavens. However, there were only me, Jiha, Oshin, Sue and Raja because Azura and Ain were not in JB. Hence, we went off to Jusco Tebrau and had our lunch at Sizzling Stonegrill (SS). Plus, we had our meeting at SS. We planned in organizing 7 Heavens’ reunion at Pulau Tioman this coming June. All of us confirmed with it excluded Azura. The theme is “Gedik Santai”... 7 heavens; I love you guys so much. Thanks for being a great friends in my life as well as in accepting me as who I am.

Then we headed to Bundle Shop at Taman Cempaka… we bought lotsa vintage/secondhand clothes (4 pieces for RM10) and bags (RM3 per bag). It reasonably priced and economical… Hehehe!!

After a day mingled out section, we went to Jiha’s house to watch AF 6 Final Concert while waiting for Al-Amin (Jiha’s darl) to fetch us and we went to Lush (Bar & Bistro). Sue & Raje weren’t joining us. I went home around 5 a.m and straight away headed to my room to online YM. Hehehe! And Buzzed Ridz… hehehe! Ridz? Who’s Ridz? The End…

Labels: i miss 7 heavens

♥Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Hello bloggers, readers, stalkers and viewers…hehe..
1st and foremost, I have a lotsa stuff to share with you.
And I don’t know where to start my storyline…
(Ceh.. macam script writer pula…hehehe~)

1stly, Okay. I think I going to start on Saturday met up with my brother (E’met) and my cousins (mal, nisa, haikal & nayli). It’s been so long I haven’t meet them, so Malvina and I had planned a simple hang out with them. As we had planned, me, nisa, haikal and nayli went off to City Hall then we headed to my brother’s place at Suntec City’s Starbuck while waiting for Malvina’s arrival. We had our dinner at KFC and then we headed to Esplanade Waterfront to see gigs performances. We had memorable day. I don’t know how to describe it; maybe these photos would help you imagining how my Saturday with my lovely cousins was.

2ndly, It’s been 10 years my late father left us since 20 May 1998. Yesterday was his 10 years R.I.P. He passed away when I was 13 years old. It been so hard for me to let him go because he’s a perfect MAN I ever had. Sometimes, I’m so envy with my friends and cousins because they have dad to rely on. However, as years go by, I manage to overcome my emotions and I able to accept it. Even though he is not with me now but his name, ISMAIL WANJOR will always bond with my name and I proud with the name that he gave me. Fyi, the 1st person that I want to meet when I in heaven is my dad because

Last but not least, today is my bestfriend’s birthday...
I would like to wish him “HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY” and have a prosperity year ahead.
May God bless you and May the force be with you.
We’ve been together as a friend for almost 5 years

and we share our ups and downs together.
I’m grateful to have you as my bestfriend.

hope our friendship last forever!

Labels: this is a month of may

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today is my bad day.
it so difficult for me to explain what really happened to me yesterday.
for a meanwhile, i only gonna upload this police report that i lodged today.
the rest i gonna blog it tomorrow k.

Labels: bad day

♥Thursday, May 15, 2008

Coldplay are playing two free shows in June, at London's Brixton Academy on June 16 and at New York's Madison Square Garden on June 23. The competitions to win tickets for both gigs have now opened on Coldplay.com. One lucky winner for the NYC show will win grand prize, which is an all-expenses-paid trip to the show from anywhere in the world, including tickets, flights and accommodation.

Is this what u called Fantasy? Sweet Dream? Or Desire that might be come true.

Oh God, please let me win! I want to be that lucky winner. I always missed Coldplays concerts for a past few years due to financial problem. However this moment, let the luck fall down on me! Its free. Everything... Coldplay will fly their lucky fans to New York's Madison Square Garden just to watch them perform live.

♥Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Omg so stunningly beautiful... I can’t stop watching, I always loved the Buckley version of this but to see Jon sing it... just omg!!
Don't forget the original, Leonard Cohen!

Bon Jovi - Hallelujah

Labels: Hallelujah

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