I miss my dad... Like seriously, I'm missing him.

Ain't no sunshine when he's gone. It's just a sun.

If you're reading this you're probably really bored and at the moment have no one to be with. Watch TV and have popcorn or pizza and just sit back and relax. You finally get the TV!! I’m enjoying being alone at the moment. I spent my whole day watching DVDs of Supernatural Season 2; He's Just Not That Into You and Confession of The Shopaholic.

If you ever sat by the phone wondering why he said he would call but he didn’t or why your relationship just isn’t going to the next level… he's (or she;'s) just not that into you. So why bother? It’s better to be alone for the right reason, than to be with someone for the wrong ones.

Have you ever obsession with shopping and the sudden collapse of your own income source? You might alike Rebecca Bloomwood, who is really obsession at shopping. As her dreams are finally coming true, she goes to ever more hilarious and extreme efforts to keep her past from ruining her future. Hence this really gave me a heads up for the future. This is not a chick flick; it is a lesson to be learned in life about saving & spending money wisely. Confession of The Shopaholic is a chick flick not for men! Hehehe~

The Winchesters' mission continues. They travel the country, encountering creatures that most people believe exist only in folklore, superstition and nightmares. You know what I mean, vampires, spirits, revenants, reapers, even bloody clowns. Wherever they go, the brothers continue their search for the demon that destroyed their family while uncovering the dark secrets buried within their own history. Do you believe in Supernatural?

Remember! Only you make your life more interesting instead of complaining and getting into bored, do something about it. You're only young once...Do it before you run out of time. :]

Sometimes, I always thought that no one cares about me, but I was totally wrong. After I read Ridzuan’s blog (my best friend). His entry has touched my heart and I’m cried. This is a sign that someone somewhere cares. God show me the beauty of friendship. Lovers come and go but a true friend always by your side and love you unconditionally. Wan, I miss you too. Kata nak lepak bila turun JB haritu, janji tinggal janji...poooooodahhhh~

Best friends are better than boyfriends."
- Mavis Jukes

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost and sheer stupidity all occurs to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.

It is easy to be negative about past mistakes and unhappiness. But it is much more healing to look at ourselves and our past in the light of experience, acceptance, and growth. Our past is a series of lessons that advance us to higher levels of living and loving. The relationships we entered, stayed in, or ended taught us necessary lessons.

Some of us have emerged from the most painful circumstances with strong insight about who we are and what we want. Like how these difficult times I am having right now. Each step of the way, we learned. We went through exactly the experiences we need to, to become who we are today. Each step of the way, we progressed. Is our past a mistake? No. The only mistake we can make is mistaking that for the truth.

If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it.

Today, God, help me let go of negative thoughts I may be harboring about my past circumstances or relationships. I can accept with gratitude, all that has brought me to today. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they can become your blessings.

I hate that I'm so screwed up and I can't get my life straight. My life has been so messed up for almost a year. I've learned a lot from these experiences. And now, I know where to place the puzzle pieces which are my life. love is not 20 cents.

Will I ever stop crying? This tears run like a flood that never going to dry up. My room does not empty, but why I feel empty. I even fall asleep crying at night. It’s a feeling of being alone. It’s like a war going on in my body… should I mention everyday and every second. When will it end? I can’t control myself. I’m happy because one thing for sure, God is with me but then all of sudden I’m crying. I don’t mean to sound desperate but will someone tell me when my tears will dry.

1st of all, i would like to wish Happy Birthday Mum.
She turns 53th this year but still look gorgeous.
i love you mak so much!!!