I think the reason why I'm the person who I am today is because
I went through those tough times when I was younger.
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I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
Trying not to ask why
Cause love is a mystery
Mr. curiosity
Be Mr. please
Do come and find me
Love is blinding when the timing's never right
Oh who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in just an instant
Well I dont mind, at least I've tried
And I tried, I tried...
♥Wednesday, October 15, 2008
At some point in time, we will have to leave and it's important that we make the best of our lives. These are my "20 things to do before die" list before I depart from mother earth.
get a font named after me.
watch Coldplay live @ Glastonbury.
catch a Britpop band live.
trotting around the world.
take a spaceship.
in love with dino.
own a combi.
photograph a "life" in Ceylon.
own all types of LOMOs.
a tattoo on my left leg.
eat all kinds of cheese.
become a indie rock darling drummer.
improve my pathetic english grammar.
basking in the Cambodian sunset at Angkor Wat.
a ride on the tallest and fastest roller coaster, located at Six Flags Great Adventure (NJ).
♥Wednesday, October 08, 2008
i've come to realize that in the end everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never be.
♥Tuesday, October 07, 2008
I am a infant. I have a great passion to learn, and failure is an incentive for me to try again. I make progress through enthusiastic trial and error. Learning to walk is an adventure. I often fall, but get up and try again and eventually succeed. And once i have mastered walking, I want to run.
I remain enthusiastic. I keep trying regardless of setback, not wanting to give up.
I encourage myself;
"Keep going, never mind if you fall, get up and try again. You can do it. We all make mistakes. You're doing well"
People cheated me, and i took their fakes in good faith.
I thought we’re friends. Why did you to lie to me?After you had confessed your feelings towards me, why did you walk away from me? You’re not walking alone; you’re walking with other girl. Why did you give me high hopes all this while, but then you ignore me like nothing happened.
Do you know it really hurts me? Maybe I'm just a girl next door… who only accompanies you when you miss your girl. When you got the chance to meet her, you got the chance to hold her in your arms…All you’re feeling towards me seem gone. It fades away like sand been swap by the ocean. I just don’t know where those feeling live. Its all seems gone with you. I feel like being neglected. And what make me torn apart is you act like I never exist. Do you know that I felt really hurt? The worst part is you don’t even know that I’m hurting. You left my heart a hole which it just recovered from a broken heart…but now, you make it even worse with those empty promises, empty hopes, empty courage, empty smile, its all empty. Why? Why? Why? What have I done wrong to you? Why are you doing this to me? Is this what people call karma? I’m hurt. I thought my heart could be paste with your sincere loves but then, after what I’ve discovered and seems a lot of lies and unfaithful promises from you. Why me? What have I done wrong to you? I wish I never met you. I wish I never knew you. I wish you never said those lovely pathetic words just to impress me. I wish you never ever see me cry.
I’m tired of this game. I tired of those puzzles that you’re trying to play with me.
I just can’t figure it out. Too many clues than I’ve never expected. I thought you were different. You’ve taught me to be faithful. You believe in me, but why you take all those pieces that I trying to complete after all I have been through. I just don’t know why…And why this shit happened to me. Why can’t you be truth to me even those words that you are trying to say will hurt me. I don’t care if it hurts me but at least, you’re telling me the truth. I’m tired of guessing. I want an answer. Please give me an answer. I’m not smart enough to solve your fiendishly puzzles. It is so hard to be solved. I'm not as smartass as you. I’m not a great pretender like you. I’m so so naïve; I bet you know how naïve am I. But why are you taking advantage on me. Why? I believe in you like I believe in angel.
You know how special you're in my life. Maybe you don’t even care because you have her. Now, you get what you want. You got a chance to hold her in your arms but you make a hole in mine, How could you? How could you? I’m trying to understand you…I even trying so hard to get your attention. I want you to know that I care about you more than you know. Now, all the pieces that I’ve trying to fit falls piece by piece and it not only falls like that, it falls with bleeding heart and a fatal hole on it. Can you tell me, how to fix it back? I just don’t know how to fix it. Maybe it all will get better in time. Yes, it takes time. For this moment, these pieces don’t fit anymore. Anyway, don’t forget to wake me up when October end.
PS-I’m sorry if this upset you. I’m not trying to hurt you, but this is what I feel.
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MY LIFE IS A FORIEGN.
kindly Click Here or Press Alt F4 if you hate me.
Ezzeline.
I don’t need you Attitude, I have one of my Own.
I established on 1985.
hate school, love university.
ugly betty is my bestfriend.
I attached to chris martin!
Don't expect me to be normal, b'coz i suck at it
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