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Depression is when you can't sleep and you get so bored looking at your roof, that you spend weeks nights contemplating what to do with it only to find that you wouldn't have enough determination to do it.
Depression isn't always suicide.
Depression is obvious to only you. Suicide is obvious to everyone.
Depression runs my life. Makes me do things I shouldn't do.
Depression is that voice in the back of your head telling you, that you need help.
Depression makes you gain weight, lose weight, not eat, eat too much.
Depression has the feeling of death, without the dying part.
Depression is still killing you even if you have the best things in the world.
Depression is the killing of the broken pieces of your heart.
Depression is slow motion and fast motion at the same time.
Depression is seeing happiness everywhere you go.
Depression is hoping to survive and hoping not too at the same time.
Depression isn't contemplating suicide, but wishing you were already there.
Depression is when the only thing that cares is the depression itself.
Depression eats your insides with smile on its face.
Depression is the look in your eyes when you wake up in the morning, knowing you have to live another day.
Depression is you. You are depression.
Depression makes you who you are and who you'll always never want to be.
Depression makes you miss your old self, but once your better, you miss depression.
But for me, mostly, depression is all of these, plus, depression is when you have had it so long that you are scared of whom you will be when and if you get better. You wonder if you could survive happy and if the happiness would eat you.

They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,
And they can try
How to make me feel that I
Don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams

Cause there's,
There's a light in me,
That shines brightly,
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me
From me

Oh they,
They can do
Anything they want to you,
If you let them in,
But they won't ever win,
If you cling to you pride, and just push them aside,
See I,
I have learned,
There's an inner peace I own,
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

Cause there's,
There's light in me me,
That shines brightly, yes
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me

No
They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me,
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

They can say
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I won't face the ground,
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach,
Although they do try,
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to fall,
Tell me what I believe or loose faith in my dreams,
'Cause there's a light in me,
That shines brightly yes

They can try but they can't take that away from me

Mariah Carey- Can't take that away.

i was scared, i was scared, tired and under prepared but I'll wait for it.

What if love was right in front of you, you just couldn't see it?

Miracle do happen if you make it happen.

Last night, Coldplay was spectacular.
And it was hectic remarkable lifetime concert.
Coldplay rawk my soul.

Labels: don't envy me..hehe~

I'm going to Coldplay's Concert Tonight!!!

I’m so boring, numb and gloomy and I got a lot of things to settle. These are things that keep running through my head.

1. My blog skin is so tedious and lame.

2. My external hard disc has crashed.

3. I need to format my desktop!

4. I haven’t selected those photos of two weddings that I’ve captured and then print it out and put in wedding albums.

5. I need to finish up season one and two of SUPERNATURAL and return them back to Wall E.

6. I’m unable to forward emails by group.

7. I still haven’t finish up read When Devil Wears Prada. It took me almost 2 months. I’m so lazy bum. Usually it won’t take too much long. I able to finish a novel within a week.

8. I hate my shoulder-length hair cut.

9. I’m becoming FAT.

10. I’m Premenstrual Stress Syndrome!