I’m the beloved trouble maker in your life.
I’ve never meant to mess up your life.
Your life is miserable but it becomes more miserable when I came into your life.
I’m so sad right now because you’re sad.
I know why you have a preference to sleep.
It’s not because you were tired but because you don’t want to feel the soreness.
I can feel your emptiness.
I’m worthlessness for not completing your life.
I’m sorry…
I wish I could make you smile.
I wish I could be your guidance angel.
I wish I could be perfect in your eyes.
I can’t even read your mind.
Maybe I’m trying so hard.
I’m sorry I’m not as special as her.
But my dear… you deserve to be happy.
You deserve to feel the joy of life.
You deserve to smile.
You deserve to love and to be loved.
You deserve to live with respect and dignity before you depart from this earth.
So forgive me because I act so silly all this while
Forgive me because I so chaotic overthinking about us.
Hope when you wake up in the morning.
With a promise You'll feel better If you read this song like a love letter.
I just want you to know that I love you so deeply.
thats all I want you to know.
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