Dear God,
I know that there are people out there who have bigger problems than me, but I just don’t know how much more I can take. I don’t feel valued. I feel lonely. And as I tear up, I notice how hurt I feel. I write you this with tears in my eyes stinging my cheeks. My heart is broken. I can’t hold on much longer. Each time I think things can’t get worse they do. I have tried to be a good person, to help others, to be there and protect them, but in the end, I’m the one who is falling apart. There is no silver lining, no break in the darkness.I try to think positive but each time I do or think things will look up something worse comes my way.
Please help me to believe in love and happiness. I’m finding it hard to keep believing. I feel like I’m just going through the motions. Please help me to see the beauty in life, please give me something to look forward to. Please show me a sign that someone somewhere cares, please give me something to live for. No more sadness for awhile, please I beg you! I plead. Please God hear my prayer and give me some peace. I need some peace of mind and soul, of body and heart. I need to feel happy again and know that there is hope. Please help me to see clearly. Help me to understand where to place the puzzle pieces which are my life. I desire love, passion, contentment, and peace. Please help me get over these difficult times I am having right now. I want to ask for clarity, to be loved and for the ability to trust. Please dear God hear my prayer. Amin.

LX 150 Vespa.
my own S.E MyVi.