Happy father's day to my late father, atok, uncle and to all fathers in the world. God gave me the greatest gift I ever had. And i heart you. :]

Two weeks ago, I was crying because nenek passed away. Tonight I’m crying again because I miss her so badly! And the thing that makes me even sad is I unable to visit atok this week because of some circumstance. Last week (a week after late nenek passed away), atok asked me whether I’m coming to visit him this weekend. And I answered YES. He said, "Datang la sini (atok's home), atok boring, takde orang nak berbual. Boring tengok TV. Bukan boleh berbual dengan TV tu. Kalau Ina datang, atok boleh berbual. Happy". When he said like that to me at that time my heart was so touching. Then, I said I will come to visit him but this week, I didn’t come to visit him. That's why I feel sad right now. It seems like he feel so alone and lonely after nenek passed away. All these years he has been together with nenek for 54 years. They did things together but suddenly when your love one gone, you feel lost. And I guess, that is how atok feel. I hope I will meet atok sooner and sleep at his place too.