Nenek is resting in peace on 7/6/2009 (Sunday) at the age of 76. See the number...what a coincidence. I’ve received a call from my aunty and she said nenek just passed away. I was so speechless. I lost another vital part of my life. As per normal human being’s behavior, I was tearing. I never thought that Friday night was our last smile. I managed to see her in conscious condition. I never regret of anything because my entire wish and pray all these years had been granted by Allah. Nenek always wants me to study hard and graduate from university, get a good job and don’t get marry too young & early. Hehehe. She’s always advised me to take care of mak, always pray to Allah, always finish your meal and etc. Actually, 2 weeks before she passed away, I’ve been dreamt of her. In my dream, I saw nenek, she was lying numb on the bed and been surrounded by people – those people recite Yassin to her. I was crying in my dream and then I woke up and told my mum about my dream. But mum said it’s nothing. Just pray for the best. Though, I never thought that my dream came true. It’s ok then; now nenek is in some place I’d like to call heaven. I’m so glad that she able to witness my accomplishments and those achievements are for nenek. She’s the best & always being the best nenek I’m proudly to say! I still couldn't get over with the fact that she's gone forever. It’s hard to let her go and last year was the last Hari Raya celebration with her. This year Hari Raya won’t be the same. I gonna miss all those moments with her. She been took care of me when I was still a baby, toddler and kid. I oftenly visited nenek and atok during my school holiday and semester break. I miss kissing her both cheek and then she always made funny faces… hehehe. Dear Nenek, I always pray for you. I will find you when I enter the heaven. I don’t want a new family when I get into the heaven. I just want my own family like in this world.