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I'm missing you.. I miss you so much. hmmmm.. I'm tired of this feeling but I can't bear to handle it on my own. I miss we were seating on the couch while watching television, the excitment we had, the laughed we had. I miss them. I miss we had milo together at your place, you were preparing those peanut butter breads just for me. the nicest food you ever made for me. I miss them. noone ever did that to me. and I miss you more. I miss we were seating together beside the pool, talking to each others and listening to your cool-song lists. I still remember each of songs in your playlist. I miss you so much. I miss we always had a same desire on food and drink - plain water, brocolli, mac cheese, cheese, almond bread, banana. We ate a lot. i'm missing you more. this is crazy for me but I still miss you. I miss we were watching The Tourist at an exclusive movie hall, we were seating on these comfort-couches side by side, you were teasing me all the time. that was the first time you said that you really like me MORE. I really miss you. I miss everytimes you came all the way from P to K just to fetch me back from work and you always teasing me in your car (bumble bee) and made me laughed out. I miss them. I miss each times you were protecting me from getting hurt by people around me. the way you cared about me, asking me where I go and what I do.. I feel very loved, secured and appreciated.. I really miss you. I miss your voice, a voice that always advise me, guide me, tease me, nag me and sing for me. i miss your delicate smile and that smile always make me smile. I miss you now. I miss when you kissed my forehead, you has opened your heart for me and shared your life with me. I miss you even more. I miss when you hugged me on the couch, on the bed.. you were so nice to me, "I can feel you in me". I miss our first kissed, the moment I said "I love you" which I really meaning it and that was the moment I believe in love again because you made me breathe again. I'm sorry I can't help myself. I'm sorry that I still have feeling toward you. I'm sorry that I still love you. I'm sorry that I'm missing you so badly. I'm sorry that I bugging you alot. I'm sorry for being myself.